Excruciating Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation sprang behind my one eye. Then came rapid shocks, similar to electric shocks. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.

The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

This condition typically start with severe discomfort around a single eye that lasts up to several hours.

About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with sudden, severe agony focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.

What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.

Her family often mistook her episodes as drunken behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who attacked his victims' heads.

Ancient healing records suggest unusual treatments for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international headache committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.

In 1998, scientists released the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.

Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.

Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.

A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode passed.

Official guidance on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people.

But leading neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with occasional episodes are managed with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.

The official guidance need revising to reflect a
Gerald Delgado
Gerald Delgado

A tech enthusiast and gaming analyst with over a decade of experience covering digital trends and innovations.

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